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Chapter 4.4

The week after their dinner didn’t unfold like a fairytale; it crashed straight into reality.

Between back-to-back meetings, urgent fixes, and the kind of caffeine intake that should require a medical disclaimer, everything turned blurry.

Project Vega had entered its final regression phase, and the pressure felt like a physical weight on everyone’s shoulders.

Sameer barely had time to inhale between code reviews, hotfix calls, and Dev’s never-ending commentary.
“Bro, blink twice if you need rescue,” Dev said at least three times a day.

Radha wasn’t faring any better. She was buried in test cases, documentation revisions, UAT prep… and Priya’s very casual interrogations.
“So, your favorite developer...how’s he holding up?”
“Priya, I will throw my laptop.”
“That’s not a denial.”

And somewhere between all of that, the thing that had been growing between Radha and Sameer, the soft teasing, the warm check-ins, the playful back-and-forth began to fade around the edges. Not gone, just… muffled by the chaos.

Deadlines were loud.
Their connection, for the moment, had to whisper.


It began quietly, the kind of quiet that doesn’t announce itself, but settles in the gaps where warmth used to live.

A Slack ping that went unanswered a little too long.
A message he read but didn’t reply to.
A Jira ticket assigned without so much as a sarcastic emoji.

By Wednesday, Radha felt it in her gut.

Sameer’s tone had shifted, subtly, but unmistakably.
His messages were shorter. Colder. Stripped of everything that made them them.

Sameer K: Need QA confirmation before EOD.
Radha N: On it.
Sameer K: Cool.

No “Mr. Kapoor.”
No mock formality.
No teasing.
Nothing that hinted at late-night calls or coffee in Bandra.

At first, she told herself he was busy. Stressed. Drowning in Vega deliverables.

But by the third day, the distance had a weight, a heaviness she could feel between keystrokes.
An ache blooming in the space between what they were and whatever this was now.

And the worst part?

She didn’t know why.


During Friday’s stand-up, the tension finally stopped being subtle, it walked straight into the room and sat between them.

Radha spoke first, her tone cool enough to frost over the conference table. “Sameer, the latest build regression failed.”

Sameer’s eyebrows pulled together. “That’s not possible. I tested the API call myself.”

“Well,” she replied, keeping her voice flat, “QA caught two crashes in the test suite.”

He glanced at his screen, jaw tightening. “Maybe your team used the wrong data set again?”

The words hit harder than he realized.

Radha’s expression sharpened. “We followed your documentation word for word. Maybe you missed a dependency.”

The room froze.

Priya’s mouth fell open.
Dev muttered, “Oh boy.”
Rohit shot a panicked look between them, like a manager watching his top two performers spontaneously combust.

“Alright,” Rohit cut in quickly. “Let’s… take this offline. We’re all exhausted. No need to get sharp.”

But the damage was already done.

Radha didn’t look at Sameer again.
Sameer didn’t try.

And for the rest of the meeting, their silence was louder than any argument could have been.


Priya caught her the moment she stepped out of the conference room like a seasoned detective who had finally cornered her prime suspect.

“What was that?” she demanded.

“Nothing,” Radha muttered, eyes fixed on her laptop as if hoping it would turn into a shield.

“Oh please,” Priya scoffed. “You looked like you were about to file a Breakup Bug in Jira with severity set to ‘Critical.’”

Radha exhaled, shoulders slumping. “He’s been… off. All week. Cold. Distant. I don’t know what changed.”

Priya’s expression softened, but her voice stayed sharp. “Did something happen after dinner?”

“No,” Radha said quietly. “Dinner was… perfect.”
And for a second, the memory flickered, the warm café lights, his soft smile, the comfortable silence. Then it vanished behind the knot in her stomach.

Priya folded her arms. “Then maybe that’s the problem.”

Radha looked up. “What does that even mean?”

Priya sighed, tilting her head like she was imparting ancient wisdom. “Sometimes when things get real, like real-real, people panic. Especially men who treat emotional vulnerability like a production outage.”

Radha let out a small, humorless laugh. “You’re impossible.”

“And you,” Priya said gently, “are pretending this doesn’t hurt.”

Radha swallowed, the room suddenly feeling too bright, too loud, too still like a scene in a movie right before everything breaks.

She whispered, “I don’t know what to do.”

Priya placed a hand on her shoulder.
“Start by admitting you care.”

On the other side, Dev was delivering the same emotional smackdown but with significantly less finesse.

“Bro. What are you doing?”

Sameer didn’t look up from his screen. “Working. What does it look like?”

“No,” Dev said, pulling up a chair like he was staging an intervention. “I mean with Radha. You’re acting like a damn firewall.”

Sameer rubbed his temples, exhaustion weighing on him. “I’m just… busy.”

“Busy?” Dev scoffed. “There are production servers less stressed than you. You’re not busy, you’re terrified.”

Sameer’s jaw clenched, eyes fixed on the code he wasn’t reading. He didn’t deny it.

Dev leaned closer, lowering his voice. “Dude, sometimes I forget you’re human until you mess up something emotional. It’s almost comforting.”

Sameer let out a shaky breath. “It’s complicated, okay? She’s QA. I’m dev. We work in the same ecosystem. If anything goes wrong...”

“Newsflash,” Dev cut in, slapping the desk lightly. “Something already went wrong. You stopped talking to her.”

That landed. Hard.
Sameer looked away, the weight of the truth settling on him like humidity before a downpour.

Dev softened, just a little. “Man… you like her. Everyone can see it. Even Rohit can see it and he can’t see deadlines.”

Sameer swallowed. “I don’t want to mess this up.”

“Then stop treating her like a bug you’re avoiding,” Dev said gently. “And start treating her like someone you don’t want to lose.”

Sameer closed his eyes for a moment and for the first time all week, he felt the full ache of what he’d broken.


By evening, the guilt had settled so heavily on Sameer’s chest it was hard to breathe. He sat alone in the dim dev pit, staring at their chat window, the same one that, not long ago, overflowed with sarcasm, inside jokes, and late-night confessions.
Now it felt like a room he’d walked out of and couldn’t quite re-enter.

He typed.
Deleted.
Typed again.

Finally, he forced himself to send the simplest truth he could manage.

Sameer K: Sorry if I’ve been off lately. Been a rough week.

And then he waited.

Slack felt unbearably quiet.
Every unread badge that appeared and disappeared on his screen made his stomach twist.
He refreshed the chat.
Twice.
Five times.

Thirty long minutes passed.

Just as he was about to shut his laptop and accept the silence, her reply blinked in.

Radha N: It’s fine. Happens.

Two words.
No emoji.
No teasing.
Just… polite distance.

He stared at the message, the glow of the screen reflecting in his tired eyes.

It didn’t feel like forgiveness.
It felt like a door gently closing while he stood on the wrong side and watching the light fade.

That weekend hit harder than any production outage.

Radha went completely silent no late-night test updates, no sarcastic emojis in Jira, no random memes at 1 a.m. that somehow always made his day better. It was like someone had unplugged an entire part of Sameer’s world.

By Sunday afternoon, he found himself doing something pathetic even by Dev’s standards: scrolling through old Jira threads.

Ticket after ticket, her comments stared back at him like echoes of a rhythm he’d forgotten how to keep.

“Recheck this, please, before I release you from QA purgatory.”
“Fix your naming conventions, Kapoor. They hurt my soul.”
“If this breaks again, I’m blaming your coffee.”

He chuckled, barely, but the smile didn’t hold.
Because beneath the humor, a hollowness tugged at him.

He missed her.
More than he had any right to.

And somewhere between rereading her old comments and refreshing her Slack DMs for the tenth time, a quiet panic settled in his chest, the kind that whispered he might’ve actually pushed her away.


Monday morning didn’t ease them back in gently. It hit like a siren.

Vega’s production build failed in staging.
The client was furious.
Leadership was spiraling.
And the universe with its impeccable sense of timing, shoved Radha and Sameer into the same war room, side by side, after a weekend of silence and three days of hurt.

The room hummed with tension.
The kind you could feel in your teeth.

They sat at opposite ends of the long table, the glow of their monitors the only thing bridging the distance between them. Fingers clattered on keyboards, but no words passed between them except cold, clipped, strictly professional updates.

Radha finally spoke first, her voice low and tight.
“Your endpoint is throwing null responses.”

Sameer didn’t look up.
“Not my endpoint. Your payload.”

The room went dead still.

For a second, it felt like they were right back at that Friday stand-up sharp edges, thin patience, the spark before something breaks.

Then, at the exact same moment, they both said:

“Sorry.”

The word hung there fragile, suspended between them like a tiny peace flag.

A beat. Then another.

Sameer pushed back from his chair slightly, exhaling a breath he’d been holding for days. “This is stupid,” he said softly, not angry anymore, just tired. Tired of fighting something that wasn’t the real issue.

Radha’s shoulders loosened. “Yeah,” she murmured. “It is.”

Slowly and cautiously, they lifted their eyes to each other over the sea of logs, stack traces, and error codes glowing between them.

And just like that, the tension cracked.

Not with a dramatic reconciliation.
Not with a dramatic apology.

But with something much more real, a quiet, shared realization that whatever had gone wrong between them wasn’t bigger than what they had built together.

Something in her gaze softened.
Something in his steadied.

For the first time in days, they weren’t two colleagues dodging each other.


They were Radha and Sameer again.
A team, in code and outside it.


Hours later, after endless logs and too many cups of bad machine chai, the build finally held steady.
The red alerts on the dashboard faded to green.
The war room grew quiet again, not with tension this time, but with the soft relief of two people who had finally stopped fighting the wrong thing.

Sameer sat staring at the screen long after everyone else had left.
There was one more thing he needed to fix.
One more thing he couldn’t leave broken.

He opened their chat, the same thread that had once felt like home and typed slowly, carefully, like each word carried weight.

Sameer K: Fix deployed. System stable....
Feelings… pending validation.

He hovered for a second, then hit send.

Across the room, Radha’s laptop lit up.
She read the message once.
Then again.
And for the first time in days, the ache in her chest loosened, replaced by something warm, steady, unmistakably hopeful.

A small smile tugged at her lips as she typed back.

Radha N: Validation request approved.

Sameer’s breath left him in a quiet, disbelieving laugh, the kind that sounded like relief and something deeper.

He typed again.

Sameer K: So… does this mean we’re back to “in progress”?

Radha glanced at the rain-streaked window, at the lingering storm clouds clearing just a little.
Then she answered.

Radha N: We never stopped being “in progress.”

And in that moment between the hum of servers, cooling coffee cups, and the quiet glow of two screens, something shifted back into place.

Not perfect.
Not resolved.
But real.
And undeniably theirs.

Outside, the Mumbai skyline flashed in quick bursts of lightning, a blend of chaos, color, and unexpected beauty.
Inside Codelink, two exhausted engineers sat before their glowing monitors, the steady hum of servers filling the silence between them.

And in that quiet, something subtle aligned, not just code, but the rhythm of two people who had found their way back to the same page.

What they were building, whether in features or feelings, wasn’t flawless.
But it was running again.
And for now, that was enough.

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As a writer, my goal is to create stories that resonate with narratives rooted in everyday realities, emotions, and moments people often overlook. I want readers to see a reflection of themselves in my characters, to feel understood, and to take something meaningful away from each story, it can be a thought, a lesson, or simply a feeling that lingers. Writing, for me, is not just about storytelling; it’s about connection, finding an audience that feels, reflects, and grows along with the words.

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